Go here, read, pray.
And I'm tempted to ask you all to quit praying for me, but I fear pissing God off. You see, my eyes have gone from yellow, back to white, and my yellowed skin is turning pink again.
It is like buying a plane ticket, then finding out your flight is canceled. Fuck. I was all packed, and ready to go. And I can't bring myself to eject manually. Oh, it has nothing to do with 'having the guts'. I just finally realize that there are several people I care a very great deal about that would be shattered by my moving on.
Shit. I finally had a great excuse to check out, and my body betrays me. Oh well, Praise The Lord in all things, right? So...
Praise the Lord.