This doesn't happen to me very often, but I began to worry today, and it spiraled out of control. I'm pretty sure it is a Satanic attack (aren't they all) but my family's little life we've built here is so fragile and precarious, that it could teeter out of control with only the slightest of pushes.
My ex landlord, who lives just across the way from me, and is kind of a chum, has a marriage falling apart around him. And his rental business...well, he's about to liquidate his assets, get out of the business, and...
If it can happen to him, it can happen to anyone. Me. And that chills the very marrow of my bones. I've been doing stupid shit all day that I don't normally do (like cleaning my office area) in an effort to distract myself, and it is not working. And it is very hot today, so that vexes me as well.
I thought that writing about this would be helpful...it isn't. At least the wife is off with the kids at a friends house, known for its cool shade, and cool breezes. And I'm here at home. Alone. Just me and my demons.
Prayer, as usual, is always appreciated.